Tuesday, 2 February 2016

L.O.S.T

I'm LOST...

I have no ideas on my future plans.
I can't decide which kind of bachelor degree suits me the most.
I'm gonna finish my freaking diploma by the end of this year and I have no idea what I wanna pursue at all.

Depressed

Can I just run away?
I hate this kind of indecisive life.
Can I just keep on running nonstop with no worries at all?

Medic? Arts? Language? Psychology?
Like the hell I freaking know.
What is the passion of my life?
No. I don't have one.
I'm Gemini.
The wind, the air.
Changes forever and always.

But one thing for sure

I wanna get out of Malaysia.
I wanna study overseas.
I don't care if it's gonna be really tough.
I'm gonna be gone like the wind.
Caress the world, find beauty in everywhere I go.

To whomever's reading this, I sincerely ask for your prayers so that I can find something I really love in my life.
Thank you so much.

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Saturday, 20 September 2014

#MyStories Travel to Restore Memories


    Since I'm going to move to UiTM Tapah, Perak for next semester, and final exam's next week, I've decided to use these few remaining days to walk around my soon-to-be ex-campus, UiTM Kuala Pilah, Parit Tinggi, Negeri Sembilan.

    After a huge rain yesterday night, I woke up earlier than usual to enjoy the beautiful cold mist, and the soothing yet mysterious view in the morning didn't disappoint me at all. Alhamdulillah, it's been a long time since I can finally take a deep breath and breathe in fresh air.

    Our campus was surrounded by nature-forests, lakes, streams, rivers and waterfalls. I even saw some eagles soaring through the sky few weeks ago. SubhanAllah, Allah's creations are so perfect and magnificent.

    All praises to The Almighty.


Look at the mist SubhanAllah.

This is where our campus area was built.
Our residential college. 

On our way to look for breakfast, we saw a baby snake by the road O_O and my friends claimed that they saw me stepping on its head MasyaAllah. Did I killed it?? T_T


There we go, we finally managed to find a small warung(food stall) by the road, and of course I ordered my favorite food of all time-fried kuew tiao! 

The lake. Might be 'teh tarik' lake, look at the color yucks. Haha

On our way back, wow! I spotted a tree blooming with purple flowers Ya Rabbi sooooooo beautiful and sooooo magical T_T <3



Thanks for reading ahaha. Do pray for my exam so that it can went well and do pray for my health ya. God bless you all. Til then, bye! :)




Sunday, 31 August 2014

#MyStories The Snowy Quest Part. 2


So here's the part 2 of my children adventure story, xD, enjoy!

   Blast! a branch fell off and hit right beside where Astrid the bunny slept. This incident woke her almost instantly. Jamie the dragon woke up too. The sky was now filled with black heavy clouds and thunder can be heard everywhere. A sign of a huge storm is coming. Jamie became very panicked. Astrid suggested that they pack their belongings and try their best to find an inn in this thick wood, or at least a cage for a hideout. A few minutes later, they were all set up and went on their search. Unfortunately, the big droplets of rain poured down and strike the partner wet immediately. "This is a catastrophe! I should've gone home in the first place!" thought Jamie silently. Not long after the flight, Astrid spotted a mushroom house right before them. The hut was lit. Quickly, they went to the little house and knocked for help. A moment later, a troll opened the door, this made the three of them jumped when they saw each other. "You two must come in at once, you're all wet!" the kind troll said. Astrid didn't feel likely to accept a monster stranger's invitation but despite her friend sneezing non-stop and exhausted from a long flight, she decided to stay. "For only one night."she told herself. When they walked into the hut, they can smell something very awful coming from one of the rooms. The troll told them it was his food as he fed on amphibians. Jamie told Astrid, "oh I'm so lucky to not be an amphibian, well, even though I've got scales like frogs and lizards." This gave Astrid a tiny smirk across her face which helped her relaxed a bit. The troll then led them to a small room with warm carpets spread across the floor. "This will be your room." he gave them a towel, "and do dry yourself up so that you won't catch a cold." The two friends thanked the troll sincerely. Before they say good night, Astrid asked him, "Sir, may I know your name?" The troll smiled and claimed himself as Bud.
     
When Astrid and Jamie lay down for rest once again, Jamie broke off with a tiny whisper. "Astrid, you know what, it's funny when I hear the troll's name. You see, my dad's a mayor back in our town, and I often overheard him talking about problems in town. He once said that, there's a very dangerous kidnapper outside in the forest which he forbid me to play there last time. The kidnapper is a troll and the name is Bud." Astrid's jaw dropped open, her instinct is correct! She can already sensed something's wrong in the very first place. Who would ever wanted to live in such a thick forest if not culprits and refugees who wanna hide away from their chase due to the crime they committed. We must get away from here by any chance! So, Astrid guided Jamie towards the door of their room but it was too late, the door was locked from the outside!
     
Jamie's eyes were filled with terror and tears. Astrid's hands were trembling as well. She comforted her friend and promised to find a way out. They checked every inches in the room. Not even a tiny slit was found. They sat in disappointment, sighed and almost broke into tears. Soon, the two companions fell asleep after suffering from their fatigue.

“Chop...chop...chop...” the next sound that woke Astrid and Jamie up was the sound of someone chopping the food. This is bad, very very bad. The next second Astrid realized that they were in a room full of stinky skeletons of unknown creatures!

“Astrid... what should we do now...?” Jamie’s eyes were filled with tears and terror so much it made Astrid scared too. She patted him on the shoulder and assure him that they’ll be alright. 

“Oh..look who’s awake now? Yum yum yum. You two sure are going to make me a delightful breakfast today, kinda too much though, but well the people say, ‘we have to eat breakfast like a king, eat lunch like a millionaire and eat dinner like a beggar’. Hahahahaha!” the troll laughed heartily, he was totally overjoyed for having two delicious prey for his breakfast today.



-To Be Continued-




Saturday, 5 July 2014

#MyStories The Snowy Quest Part 1


      Better get prepared folks, as i think my story this time is quite lame. hahaha well, u read, u judge, i'll try to improve if there's any flaws. so here:

In a quiet village, lived a bunny in a tall tower surrounded by a wide blue ocean. she planted lots of sunflowers around her windows because she love how strong and positive they looked. the climate in her place is always summer, so sometimes, when she sat by the window, reading a book, listening to songs using her headphone, she wondered, "how does snow looks like?" when everything she can only admire is the glittering summer stars at night from her window. Sometimes, she looked at the airplanes in the sky and wondered, "how does it feels like when I can fly?" until one night came when she suddenly heard a very loud thud from her roof. she checked the place and found a snow white baby dragon with a big ribbon tied on its neck along with a map. she opened the map and found out that it's a guide to one place called 'Snowy Land'. the baby dragon was desperate to go home but he couldn't find his way with only this map. so, bunny wondered again, "why don't I go on an adventure instead of stuck here all the time?" Therefore, she packed some dry food, some money and a magnificent sword passed down from her mother and set on a quest with the baby dragon.... 

  The bunny examined the baby dragon. she found out that he has a special snowflake tattoo on his left arm. She wondered if that's the symbol of his country. The baby dragon realized his companion's concern and told her a story that he didn't wanna share but was what made him so eager to go back to the place he truly called 'home'. 
  "My name is Jamie, an ice-type dragon, unlike my father, he's a fire-type dragon. I've always asked him about our difference and he always gotten so mad with me. He told me that my mother is an ice-type dragon, that's why. I never knew how my mother looked like since the day I was born though until one day, when i was looking for my toys in the attic, i found this map. This Snowy Land map. It gave me a kind of sensation that i can't explained, the places in the map seems so familiar but i couldn't ring a bell. Eventually after that, i saw a photograph of my father standing lovingly with a young lady dragon. from the tattoo on their left arm, it's confirmed that they are the fire breeds. Which is why I'm sure, i am not father's true son. One day, when i walked pass the cleverest cat in town, Push the Boats (lol) i overheard him talking to his friends that they'll be travelling north to the Snowy Land. i asked him a lot, but he wouldn't answer. and then he and his troops looked very suspiciously on me. they even examined my snowflake tattoo. finally, they nodded to each other and told me to come with them at once. but of course i refused. and they've grown raged and seized me. luckily, father taught me some ice tricks and i escaped. i flew and flew and flew, afraid to go home, knowing nowhere i'm heading to. when i lost myself in my space of thoughts, i saw a very strong light shining from your tower that eventually blinded my eyes for a moment and i ended up crashing to your roof.
  "I see the sparkles in your eyes when you're reading the map. i was thinking that u might know something about this place. something about the answer that i was looking for. so i lied to u that Snowy Land is my home, about how i'm yearning to go home, but actually, i don't even know if that's the place i really belonged."
  After hearing Jamie's story, Astrid the bunny can't help but feel, "we both had the desire to travel, but what Jamie wants is to go back to where he belonged, and what i want is to travel away from my own land."
Astrid rode on Jamie's back for a few hours before she realized that her map was gone! Knowing nowhere to go and panicking, she asked Jamie to camp with her in a big tree below them and called it a day. They both sleep soundly during the night without knowing true danger is ahead of them.... 


Astrid the bunny and Jamie the dragon.




Sunday, 15 June 2014

#AwesomeAnime



      Jjang! Hey yo everybody! Guess what anime I'm gonna introduce to you this time. Hmmm let me give you some hints... It's an anime collaboration after the famous anime series, "K-On!!" (I'm damn sure you guys heard and watched that anime before), and hmm got some characters that were quite similar to K-On characters. haha except this time, they've got male characters and a chicken!(wait, actually that's a bird ok) But whatever it looks like chicken! XD

      Okay, sorry for mumbling crazily lol you guys probably don't know what I was even talking about. hahaha Now, let's welcome to one of my favorite anime this summer 2014, "TAMAKO MARKET"!!!

    Let's take a look at the synopsis of this anime~!! :
  
      Tamako knows just about everything there is to know about mochi, the traditional Japanese dessert treats. When she's not attending her first year of high school, she even invents new flavors and varieties for Tama-ya, her family's mochi shop. School and growing up, on the other hand, are some things that she's still trying to find the right recipe for. But with the help of her best friends Kanna and Midori, two girls whose parents run businesses in the same shopping district, Tamako's determined to make the best of things. It's complicated though, especially when it comes to emotions and her relationship with her best boy friend Mochizo, whose family runs a rival mochi shop. And lately, Kanna's been feeling a little odd about her feelings towards Tamako as well. And what's with up with that strange bird fluttering around, the one that speaks fluent Japanese? It's all very mysterious and overwhelming, but at least Tamako always has one thing she can count on: No matter if your day's been good or bad, there's certain to be something sugary and delicious waiting at the end of every adventure whenever you take a walk through Tamako Market!  


Now, let's get some sneak-peak throughout this mochi umai(yummy) anime~!! : 

Jjang Jjang! Tamako Market desu! ^_^ a fun and heart-warming anime to watch indeed!

This photo was taken from the opening song of Tamako Market, it shows all the people who sell stuffs at the Usagi Yama (Bunny Hill) shopping district where Tamako(the main character), daughter of a mochi maker, live and grew up there.
See? A bit K-On-like right? Actually this anime is from the same studio as K-On's, which is the Kyoto Animation Studio. So, the quality of the anime is definitely guaranteed. lol in the picture is the 4 best friends in Tamako Market. We've got the yellow-haired beauty Midori, the carpenter's daughter who loves right angles: Kanna, the kuudere who plays badminton and was not good at expressing her feelings: Shiori and the last one, the main character, a daughter of mochi maker, a dummy I'd say but kind-hearted as well, Tamako! 
Hahaha there you go, the half-chicken half-bird creature XD haha actually it's a bird la, it's just grown too fat it looks like a chicken XD I'd say this character is the funniest one in this anime. hahaha never saw a talking bird in anime before? there you have it, the self-obsessed "royal bird"- Dera Mochiyucky XD hahahaha Tamako's dad really hates his name since they made mochi hahaha


All charaters in Tamako Market (1)
All characters in Tamako Market (2)
        Last but not least, you guys can watch/download this anime from this link: 
       

        Enjoy and have fun watching TAMAKO MARKET~~ :D





Sunday, 8 June 2014

#StoryTime All Started Again


      Hey, guys! It's been a long time since I've updated my blog. How are you, doing fine? This time I'm going to introduce you my new campus, here in UiTM Kuala Pilah, Negeri Sembilan, Malaysia. Well, I'm still new here so I don't have much to share with you guys, therefore I'm gonna let you get a sneak peak of this place. Jjang! :D

On our way to the campus, we can see lots of rice fields, cows, goats, ducks, chickens and turkeys. haha truly a 'kampung' huh.

It's all green over this place. Trust me, coz it's surrounded by forest xD

We live in an apartment style college. There're 3 rooms with 2 beds each, toilet, bathroom and laundry are provided. The best part is, they've got 3 washing machine per building weeee! 

Our seniors said this place can be called 'Beting Highlands' coz we can see mist during morning and the air is very fresh. Well personally, I still think Cameron Highlands is way more better than this place. xD

Meet my friend, Sloppy the cat!

I named her 'Sloppy' coz I often saw her wandering around resting and doing nothing hahaha

Look at the mist! burrrrrr cold x.x

Our passageway to attend classes and lectures. Damn far, we need to walk for like, 10 minutes. The painful part is, when we're going back to college, we have to climb a bit through the sloppy road-we called it "naik bukit". :(

Views along the road to our campus.

A quite adorable little garden I found there. haha

Laman Pelajar (Students' Corner)

We can have some rest here but I don't think I'd prefer there coz Malaysia's weather's hot like hell, yeah I'm gonna stick with my heaven of all places, the LIBRARY! <3

The bookstore is kinda small actually :( not satisfied 

Most of the shops here operated according to normal office hours.


The Student Council got their own office with air-conds installed. well, kinda jealous hahaha nah.

Our campus are surrounded by hills and forests.

This place is well decorated I must say, coz the decorations made me feel like home, colourful and quite cozy actually.


Imagine lecturers with this kind of car looool Shakugan no Shana decorated car, I must befriend this Otaku lecturer!

Last but not least, the administration building!


      Well, I don't really like this place, honestly. But, I'll stay tough to get through all the challenges and try my best to achieve 'dekan' for every semester, Insya-Allah.

      Pray for me guys....what I really need now is a good health, really hoped that my health condition can be well controlled by medicine.