On the last ever week of year 2013, I was sick heavily(cough cough) like CRAZY. First, I got cold, with some flu, then I got fever, then asthma strikes....cough.....continuously.....get in hospital....sick til today, I got nosebleed in the middle of my class.
Class? Oh yeah, as I was too bored staying at home, I found myself a job as the tutor to kill my time. Well, it's my second job ever in my life (though my first job was also a tutor lol.).
Now, I truly understand the meaning of 'chi-ku'(mandarin: means work hard for living). hahaha! It's not that I want to strain myself that hard, but I wanna taste that bitterness like everyone else. And, it's really a 'no kidding' stuff to do especially for a person with weak body like me.
I force myself to go to work even though I was sick heavily. It's really really really hard and harsh I almost cry. I feel like I'm going to pass out any time. But, what I did is bite my lips, and keep teaching.
Long hours of working are very tiring especially for educators. I'm glad that I'll only teach til middle May 2014 then I'm gonna continue my studies in a 'hell' again. (my definition of that hell is PASUM).
Another crazy thing is, all the tutors in my workplace are all guys. hahaha all Chinese guys. I'm the only Muslim mixie-mixie female teacher. My boss was so glad he finally found a female teacher to help him hahaha coz you know what? Guy's work are too messy and for a teacher, it's definitely a 'no. no.'
Well, I'm gonna try out lots of new things by taking out all my courage and confidence as I'm going to teach secondary school subjects. Sejarah, BM and Maths for form 1 and 2. Okay, I accept that challenge!
Last but not least, do pray for me guys, to always have a healthy body and excel in my studies too.
Love y'all!
Peace.
Assalamualaikum.
